31 December 2010

today
31 Dec 2010
it's the last day of year 2010~
but no go countdown
since leg tired and pain coz
happy shopping day wit puikwan ^^
miss her lo ~~
few month didnt meet her
since both of us buzy before tis
finally she finish her stpm and
i'm having my sem break holiday
happy chit chating wit her today
miss those time both of us chit chating during class
miss those time we share the newspaper and talk nonsense together
even during the class....when the teacher standing in front teaching ~ :)

Never ask . Never know

when using your only own perception
to make a conclusion for other
that's maybe the start of a wrong conclusion....
sometimes
never ask, never know....

Penang trip

came back from penang yesterday ~
went penang wit my dearest roommates n housemate
sherrine, angeline n sexy.....
woke up n bertolak early in the morning around 5am on tuesday
reach butterworth around 10am something
thx angeline's aunt and all of them
for their kind treatment n accommodation
thx for treat us eat so many yummy food...
especially the seafood da chan....fantastic dinner ~
thx for provided us accommodation....
let us stay in their house wit private ktv ~
1st time sing k inside the house....
thx those kids for kacau us all the time....hahaha ~
jumping here n there, playing wit us.....hehe....btw they r funny n cute ~
atcually...we go there shopping more luu~
go butterworth's pacific, penang island's queenbay mall shopping
go kek lok si, gurney 关仔角, hard rock hotel..........

hope can have another fantastic trip next time :)

before friday's last paper
studying hard....
friday...is 1st time all of us
whole house ppl wake up early in the morning
around 5 to 6am....to study....last min....>.<

n thx sexy for belanja me n dajie the secret recipe
haha....

 secret recipe wit all my notes n the thick text book...

tis all i hav to read n memorize.....siao boh??!! T.T



finally....my holiday !!
but thn no such happy mood
bcoz of the hyper dissapointed exam~
hav nth to say
juz...almost comfirm...
im waiting to retake the subject next sem...
waiting to face the 1st failure in exam in my life.....

plan to hav bbq in our condo swimming pool side after exam
but bcoz of rainning
wat v prepare n plan all gone
wat can v do is bring all food back into our condo
fried all the chicken wing n food....=.=
a condo unit wit almost 30 ppl...
can imagine how meriah it is??
lol....happiness of the night
bring us kena complain again lo~
too noisy........@.@
anyway, its a party after exam
juz let crazy ~
we had fully utilized our house limited resources
to serve all of them
in tis sudden situation....after the rainning bring our bbq plan gone~

2 housemate buzying......

我们家kiwi的绝世好男人?! Lol......tommy....

 最劳苦功高的大姐啊....整晚辛苦了...没休息地为大家准备食物...

 一群群的赌鬼......



 提前为他们庆祝生日...没蛋糕，只好以炸鸡取代....还有创意的摆设...

我们家夜景....



精神上的疲惫~
考完一科回来后
完全是不想碰任何的书
经过好几天脑袋被轰炸
狂背那些多到一种程度的东东后
精神上，真的很累很累。。
虽然考完回来后
下午已睡了一觉
精神上依然疲惫不已
完全是没有心情准备下一科的考试
所以才会看到我现在在这堕落
看着下一科的note
完全不知如何下手
看着一小部分
发呆了大半个小时
完全没有任何东西进入脑袋
因为，脑袋已经太累了
现在完全是装不进任何东西
更何况是又要背一大堆的东东
又是另一轮对脑袋的轰炸
连续都是需要大量狂背的科目
实在让我头脑很累
受不了
到了完全放空的程度
一片空白~
再这样，我就，快完了~

ohh....now
how i wish im a computer
can save everything inside my brain ~
how i wish im a machine
can photocopy all those wordsss ~
2morow exam...
those note....those words....
still cant stick in my mind
how i gonna sit for my exam 2mr hah??
arhh......help ~~~ :(

                                                      妒忌往往让人忘了该珍惜~ ♥

wat a stupid day.....
8am class till 7pm !!! >.
the whole day keep on attend 3 lecture and 1 tutorial class~
tired like hell ~
thn the marketing lecturer keep on stress tat
tis sat midterm exam is extremely extremely hard !!
no text book.....guarantee...100% guarentee FAIL !!! sure die ~
thn from the way she giv us "guideline"
yaa....we sure, confirm, the exam 100% very very hard ~
if not, she wont giv tis kind of "guideline"~
thn muz read the text book...my god, after she giv guideline
still have how many pagesssssss hav to read in the text book
the stupid who set the exam question, really wan us die lo !
ok, but text book...now ady week 4
tis is short sem, oni 7 week... >.<
atcually tis sem didnt plan to buy text book, coz oni 7 week laaaa
thn from the previous experience, normally most of my text book
oni for me to display ~ 
arhhhhh....thn tis time no choice lo, guarantee fail leh
hav to buy although tis sem stil hav 3 more week to go oni...haizzzzz~
the shop business extremely good today
he say so many student booked tis text book today =.="
juz now after finish class
went cheras "kang le" pasar malam again wit the same ppl
pauline, vickie and sexy ~
walked more thn 2 hours there, thn some more suddently rainning...
ohh....im so tired today...buzy since morning wake up around 7am
till came back around 10pm something....
我快散了!!! 累死~

im doing nth after class...
atcually should studying or doing assignment....
since tis sat will hav a midterm test
and there are one more assignment to go ~
and one presentation tat dunno when....but yet no mood laa~
somemore juz think dunno why...
the house so empty...quite...
juz wonder where they all go after their class (good thing?)
haha..without our kim mooi's "nice" n "soft" voice~
thn i heard kim mooi's sound dy...
she's back now!! haha....一讲曹操，曹操就到~
angeline....人未到，声音先到....
the best description we all think to describe her!! agree by all fren!! >.<"
erm erm...today..haha...bibi 19th birthday ohh...
happy birthday to dear sis !!! ^^
there are some pic we take last sat
when we celebrate wit her ~
but thn munyi sick and cant join us...a bit ke xi!!
but..nvm...still have many chance in future yaa ~ 

hohoho.....

yesterday go sunway summer eat steamboat...

eat kao kao....full dao~~~

thn second round

go skewers have a drink
although all already full after finish our steamboat
till the birthday cake for shirley oso haven eat...
go skewers....they drink beer =.="

poor shirley....

being forced to drink a big big cup of beer...

until beh tahan...after came back...vomit ~

poor poor poor....

her special birthday....must be unforgetable for her..
haha....memorable ~
all play until mid night....around 1am thn oni back home
although all hav 8am class on today >.<
but..yesterday really not bad...happy n funny day ^^

yeah ~~~

happy birthday to shirley !! ^^

sherrine > vickie > angeline > my room n house mate

shirley say we are F4....salt fish 4..>.< !!!

wit angeline.. Low Kim Mooi....hahaha... the sexy's hand so kacao!

hohoho...pauline is "濑尿"虾杀手!!

the whole night buzy serve all of us wit the 濑尿虾....

coz is the only one who so pro in settle the prawn~

kim mooi punya ham....melampau betul...terlalu banyak ~ =.="

her punishment...finish all by herself...who call her so greedy.. wahaha

laugh die all of us ~ 

                        

yummy yummy ~~ ^^v

shirley chan punya cake ~

all of them waiting tis moment for long long time...great opportunity..

平时得罪人多啊“妹妹”...hahaha~

Second Round

the big cup of beer ~

the big evil >> zheng kang !! keep fuddle ly...

all tis evil !!! haha ~

zk keep on telling 2 of us >> the hoegaarden beer is just 洋人的凉茶 ~ really....penipu!

ly say>> ohh?! 洋人王老吉? ermm..taste same...bitter..but can i prefer fruit juice???

the answer of couse cannot laa ly...finally, she finish a big cup of beer..

after all of the evil guy one by one keep on fuddle her ..

the girls ~~ our trend...take photo inside washroom~

is waiting to go sunway later
to enjoy the steamboat...
today, our lovely sister shirley birthday ~
going to celebrate wit her tonight
wit all our dearest roommate and housemate...^^
and some other friend...
hope she will hav a happy and nice day~
on her 22 years old birthday....
(she wil kill me for mention her age again)
hahaha.....=p
today will be a special day
all of us...all "family member"
all member tat stay together in our sg long condo
全家出动~ ^^v
to celebrate wit our da jie jie...(although she wan us call her "mei mei")
our funny sis ~ shirley ♥
happy birthday sis !!

juz came back from cheras pasar malam...
the longest pasar malam...
with ter shen, vickie n pauline ^^
at there for more than 2 hours ~ =.="

ohh no....
im so sleepy now...
today 8am class till 5pm....
tomorow wil be same too T.T
so tired wei.....
now waiting to have dinner later....
so sleepy >.<

2010 2010 ^^

sem 2 first day class....
3 hours tutorial class end without 1 hour...
thn.....free for the whole day....wahaha ~
so
go sing k wit dearest roomates and housemates ^^

sien sien sien arh....
tomorow hav to start new sem..
the buzy dayss will begin again....T.T
juz come back sg long for 2 hours
already start feel boring.... my god @.@
no tv....no drama....nth to do here...
one word.....sien!!
i rather lying, doing nth at home thn at here lo ~

Ohhh......finally..
my holiday come to an end...
going to start the new sem 2 day later...
so fast.... =(

最不安的时刻终于还是到来了。。T.T
今天成绩出炉了。。。
但
完全进不了网站查阅成绩啊。。。
jam到。。。。
最不安的一次
最提心吊胆的一次啊
因为这次的考试实在是
糟糕到没眼看~
现在
正在提心吊胆当中。。等待。。

long time didnt update my blog dy...
buzying....lazying.... >.<
buzy for the final exam tis few week...
but yet....
ohh no no no for the exam....suck~
terrible.....extremely terrible....
huge different wit the foundation....
really dissapointed me ~
cant imagine few week later...when the result release...
ohh no....i dunwan gt it plzz....
cant imagine how worse it will be.....
the worse plan.....retake!! haiz....be prepare dy...
after suffering for the final exam for few week..
finally....v can enjoy our sem break...^^v
yesterday juz came back from genting.....
tired tired tired ~
went genting wit my roommate n housemate...
n their IB coursemates....
the weather.....
keep on raining....and stop within few min....
the whole day...rain...stop...rain...stop...
lukily v still can play almost all outdoor game...
haha....exciting..... ^^

打击
一次比一次大
一次比一次难过
每一次
都换来更大的失望
啊。。。
到底问题是出在哪
在哪
为什么
为什么会这么的糟糕？！
为什么一次比一次糟糕
越容易越是错
我到底是怎么了
心里超不平衡
很难接受
最近
真的觉得超难过的
心里真的不好受
不懂为什么我最近会这么糟糕
一落千丈到如此
心情简直跌到了谷底
很难接受
到底我是在干什么
不应该如此的
每次出来都难过到
难受死了
真的很不懂我最近是
怎么会这样
50
真的觉得很很很压力了
很讨厌现在的我
真是太失败了
难过到爆！！！

堕落当中
从没如此的堕落过
考试，到了
手
却没有一点想拿起书的感觉
注定
不会有好结果
只有一句话
累
很累
当个三头六臂的铁人
原来
真的很累
连续左忙右忙
但有时
到头来感觉一场空，白忙一场时
累得
好想就堕落下去吧
或许
自己
要求不要这么高
就不用这么辛苦
也不会换来最后的失望

每次都随着自己的心情
变化莫测
一时一样
有，被弄得团团转的感觉
心情都随之被牵动
难以抓摸
猜不透
请
别再闹了
不想再受你们的影响
不想再让心情随着你们的闹剧起伏

开始厌倦
那问题不断
厌倦了
那些所谓的争执
曾有过这么一丝自私的念头
什么都
不想看，不想听，也不想再牵涉
但，怎么可能
除了无奈
也遗憾
或许这是大家做了最错误的选择

bbq wit all my lovely jimui yesterday.....
we long time didnt bbq together jor...
the last time....
dunno how many year ago....bbq at jiawen house...
yesterday....after many yearsss....jiawen house...again ^^
happy moment wit all of them~
its the time i can relax a while....
thx for the celebration n cake.....=)

mentally tired.....physically tired.....
really feel extremely tired n stress for those non non-stop thingsssss.....
but still.....load of things...
waiting me......its waiting!!!!
especially these two week...
these coming two week...
it will be the most suffering week for us.......
FEW midterm test, assignment, presentation.............
all........come together.........
really wil mad~~~~
ohhhhhh............nononononono.........
we're not robot plzzzzzz.......

had received many many many wishes today....
really thx thx thx...
thx everyone best wishes.....^^

having exam today....
the stupid stupid exam hav totally spoiled my mood!!
terrible!!
big big 打击！！！！
but then.....biarlah....i wan forget...forget about it!!
thx my dearest housemates and roommates....and buddha sze hui..haha
for the surprise celebration and birthday cake~
while we all extremely buzying for those exams and assignments.....
although simple.....but warm....

feel better...
feel warm....
for all the wishes....more than hundredsssss wishes received.....=)

恭喜我们大家刚度过一场“风暴”。。。
风暴前夕，感觉火药味十足。。
暂时，应该算暂时顺利度过一场“风暴”吧。。。。
但，还是会有不安的感觉
因为，隐隐感觉还是有问题存在的。。。
只是，不懂，下一场会是几时。。。。
同一屋檐下
摩擦不断。。
虽然早有心理准备
但，当问题出现时
看着她们两个那对立的立场，感觉有火药味的对话
还是让我们觉得不自在。。
虽然，我们开了第一次的house meeting
进行讨论。。
确实该解决，该调整的还是得大家坐下来面对面
一起当面讨论，一起解决。。
几个问题表面上解决了
但，真的都没有问题了吗？
要记得，这只是个开始。。只是刚开始而已。。。
真的感觉到了
相见好，相处难啊。。。
一经相处后，很多事情原来是不一样的
生活琐事，问题不断。。。
摩擦，在所难免。。。
有太多的事情必须达成共识。。
互相沟通，迁就，体谅，让步。。。最重要！！
忘了从哪看回来的一句话
过去的可以不忘记，但一定要放下~

last saturday...
a busy day.....
suffer n upset of the QT midterm test.....
thn a hardworking day for me n angeline....haha
v so hardworking leh...washing our room washroom 2gether....
coz dearest housemate shirley
say: ....yours room washroom......really......i feel proud of our washroom~
haiz...lol.....tat y i say lo......
so....2 of us 1st time wash the washroom so seriously....
hahaa....wash till kilat kilat dy....
ohh...dear angeline...im proud of us!! kakaa =p
thn dinner...
steamboat wit jimui n pw somebody...
happy ^^
but thn the dog...can u dun keep looking at us n our food...
u make me suffer leh....im scare of u!! =(

why our sg long condo seem like a garden hah??
really dun understand.....=.="
halo... v live at 11th floor leh......
y those butterfly n bee like to visit our house?
especially butterfly.....u like our house so muz izit??
many butterfly "visit" us oftently at night......
yesterday some more got one super big butterfly stick on the wall there..
yer....so geli~~~~
really like live in a garden....lolx >.<

stay at sg long condo tis weekend....
1st time hav my weekend here.....
wit my 2 dearest housemate shirley n vickie ^^
since the others all went back their sweet home dy~~
cant back home tis weekend
baba, mummy hav to go penang wit bro
he's going to study at USM in penang~~ bye bye gor gor ~~~
everyting start to b different....
home....getting less n less ppl.....haiz....
so...i can juz stay here n hav to prepare for the coming midterm test
business law!!!

ohh...its a killing subject for me....
till now still not even totally understand it...how to answer those question...
its hard its hard its really hard la wei!! Laws.....*faith* ~~~
its possible make me say bye bye to utar...lolx~
i suppose to study it now...but im feel sleepy when saw it....headche...
i think i wil b busy till sem break....
since everyweek from now on...having exam exam n exam....
n some more few assignments to go.....sien!!! hate it lo!!

原来只是金玉其外，败絮其中。。。
真是出乎预料之外啊。。。
现在，懂了懂了
看清楚了
以后会更小心了。。。

忽然
好想一个人到处散散步。。。
静静地。。。。
什么也不想，
什么也不管，
什么都不烦，
就一个人静静地到处流浪。。。。。

wat can i say about me recently
is totally BAD!!!!!
too bad for me...........
everyting!!!!!
especially today.....
nth good.........
now...im suffer for the super slow line
slow slow slowwwwwwww!!!
beh tahan dy....really slow dao~~
terrible!!
n the worse is
my another helper
my digi broadband oso hav problem tis 2 day...
so cant use my digi to replace n save me from suffering tis super slow streamyx!!
tis totally make me into trouble.....
digi broadband n streamyx both problem now...BOTH.....
going to mad soon......
cant do anyting!!!
n tis afternoon....
really hav nth to say bout my situation...
the worse experience i ever hav!!
why being such a stupid!!
go back home yesterday coz hav sumting to do...
n go back sg long by ktm n bus today...hav class afternoon..
from serdang ktm wan go sg long
but finally the bus go from serdang to kl pasar seni thn oni back sg long....
wth!! really feel wanna knock the wall at tat moment
wu duan duan go long gai for FEW hour...
waste time waste money!!!
halo...y the bus go opposite direction?!
it should go sg long direction de lol~ u win lo!!
immediately NO MOOD!!!!!

i realise my blog recently full of negative mood
but..tis is my oni way!!

im tired...
im hungry....
now..is 9pm ady...
but im waiting them da bao dinner for me from pasar malam.
but.....they stil haven cum back =(
i think it wil be my "siew ye" more than my dinner......
feel moody...
n full of stress........
now is juz the second week for my 1st sem
but
ady lot of thing waiting me to finish it
assignment....
need to start searching n doing assignment...
n sum more 1 assignment need to pass up next week.....
my god!! hey...now is juz the second week only k...
speechless~~~
but im suck...
dunno wan do wat now
walk here walk there
see here see there
without any aims...
lot of thing hav to do
but i dunno should start from where..which......
n so haven do anyting yet.....ARHHH~~~~
really feel no mood recently~
im stress n down!!
feel so down~
im juz nagging....juz ignore me...lol ~

At sg long...
all mess....
from the 1st day
timetable, class, subject......all mess !!
today
another doing nothing day....
thx the lousy stupid timetable
No class today...
2morow oso one class oni...atcually should be happy rite..
but...
friday...
almost full !!
morning till 6pm
oni hav 2 times half an hour break !! kill me Plz ~
haiz...will siao~~~
somemore...i wan go home on fri de leh...
till 6pm so late lo...why why why.....
1 week hav 3 days till 6pm....sien~
but...
now wat the worse is
im still in the holiday mood!
no mood study at all...........
2day no class....holiday again...
Lagi no mood study again.....................
but
wat stress me the most
is the passing mark....
being raise to 50 marks.....
hard hard hard....
feel stress for my degree course.....

HELP~~ help....
omg!
boring dao i wan kee siao ady.....
2day orientation...v juz go take the student bill
then v leave...coz v all dun wan listen bla bla bla.....
then.......
until now
doing nothing !!
so so so boring here......
juz one day time at here
i ady boring dao ~~~~~~
yaa....now i can really understand wat they feel
really boring here!
at home...although me oso doing nothing...
but at least not tat boring........
here......omg!
beh tahan.....
i wan escape from here!!! BORING~~~~~

搬家了。。。累！！
好闷哦。。。。

my happy holiday....^^
wit jimui~
breakfast together...
movie together...
shopping together...
chating together...
sing k together....bla bla bla..........

Finally....my holiday come to the END!!! T.T
2morow orientation le....sien ~~
my relax..happy holiday....Bye Bye le ~
going to start a new life....degree course.....
start new uni environment...
start new home environment
wit geng of frenz...all my room n house mate..